in writing

yesterday, my mom and i finally picked up my dad’s medical records. throughout the day, i had bursts of anxiety knowing reading his files will bring back a flood of memories, anger, and sadness that i have worked to put at the back of my mind for the past couple of weeks. i thought my “inner PA” would be eager to read it to help me understand everything, but i’m still at that point where i just want my Dad to be home to greet me.

his file is about 2,000 pages long. will let you know if i ever finish it.


2 thoughts on “in writing

  1. Dear …! Never allow any circumstances outside to take over your desires inside! Your inside is holding power of life but from outside you get attacks! Don’t give up! You are not alone in this!
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