that night

May 22, 2012

reminded via Instagram

not gonna lie, i wonder how you’re doing. i know it will never be the same again, not even when our families are together, but i hope you know that i appreciate you taking the risk and actually going for what seemed like the inevitable. i also know if you didn’t take the risk, i probably wouldn’t have realized my buried feelings for someone else. two worlds literally collided that night, and if it wasn’t for my drunken but honest feelings, i wouldn’t have gone for what i wanted. not sure how long it will take for you to be happy for me, but i understand if you never will. if it was me, the bitterness would never fade.

you can’t win em all, can you? when you lose one great friend because you fell in love with another great friend …


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